30 Nov3mb3r 2010

Today is 30 Nov3mb3er 2010 already~
Already 11 month le~
We stay together nearly 1 year jor
Next month is our First Anniversary
I dunno can celebrate or not because that time already week 13 le
Few more two wek is my final examination already~
By the ways, i got plan want to celebrate with dear in our 1st Anniversary
But cant~~T___T
And that day also is dear dear de birthday~
Last year we celebrate in SDO
I still remember that day
Me keep wait dear at sdo wait dao ''deng bu ji nei ''>.<" >Liyee"
Muackzz~~~~~

28 Novemb3r 2010

Alone stay at hostel drink bear and start to write my blog....
Actuaclly me din't have go yamcha with friend, is my phone no credit so i go 7-11 in credit that time i use sometime already,when i want reply dear dear already angry jor T______T
This few day dunno why keep argue with you..
I dun want like this...this feel really make me so heart pain T__T
Yesterday night, i really feel sorry because forgot you today go melaca with your family..
And these few day always make you sad, i think back issit my problem make you like this...
you change so much because of me..
I really dun want u change like this T___T
because u do all this thing i scare someday you will say you really tired already...
When u say those word, i really scare is our time till to the end T_____T
I don't want like this ~~~
Dear~~ No matter how, i really love you and hope you don,t leave me alone....
T_______T

18 November 2010 [L0n3ly Aft3rn0on]

Some people say
This world want find friend easy but when you want find a "BEST" friend, i think this is very hard
Some people say because of you rich or powerful, that why can get many friend...
Some people say because of you got useful for them, so that why they will be your friend...

When i think about these few Sentence，i feel so sadness...
Dunno is me cant attract people or is me do anything wrong
Every time i say something no people can hear and sometime event no respond
Such as just now..
when i feel uncomfortable, i say don't want join them go eat at college restaurant...
1st reason is me really no so much money to eat the lunch
1 lunch need rM12
if give me cant eat two set of lunch le...
But keep say want me find people replace if not they sure want me pay for them!!!
When i heard this, i really feel so dissapointed...
Why they cant understand my situation？？？
If me got money i sure join u all...
Why???
Why all of you cant understanding me??
Sometime you all say me got work, why still not enough use??
U all tot me 1 week do so many days??
Tot me 1 day do rM100++??
Me 1 day oni do rM42 oni ah!!!
Tot rM42 can spend more ma???
Sometime need pay class fees, eat , personal use...
U all tot me open bank ah, don always compare with me!!!
Me not come out from rich family, me just come from normal family
And still have brother and sister want study
The money is earn by my mother and father not me ，ok!!!!
They spend a lot of money for me study and and use already...
Sometime buy the gifts also is use my salary...
And some more you say don't go work do assignment!!!
You are different, because when you want money you just can go back and take from your parent...
But me not, i cant do the thing same as you all!!!
Sometime when i really need money i also dunno want how open mouth and take with them
Don't always take yourself compare with me!!!
Me want use my hand and earn the money, don't want take from my parent...
I dunno if you all see me write these you all will feel angry or how...
But want to tell you all, no matter you all how threat me
Me still threat you all as my friend...

9-Nov3mb3r-2010

Today can say is normal day...
But leave you already 2days le~~
Juz now webcam with you, make me think back about the day in dear house~~
I really cant forget that few days with you, dear~~~~~~~T___T
I really miss you alotsSSSS~~~~~~~~~
Haiz~~~
i dunno want wait until when just can meet you again T______T
Dear~~ I Love you, Muackz~~~
Gambateh for out future and want happy always ya ^^
Miss you my dear "Liyee Celine"

7 N0v3mb3r 2010

T0day Just leave you always by my side~~ T___T
When i leave you tat time, i tear again and i din dare back and c u again...
Cos i really "she bu de " T___T
Dear~~ I really happy with you these 3days (^.^)
Stay with u these few days, i recognize that i really cant leave without you T___T
Lucky dear de daddy and mummy dint have dislike me and very friendly for me...
The most happy thing is when i back that time she say :" Next time come again no need bring so many shirt ya, u can wear ah Lin de T shirt ."
When i heard this i really happy dao like fly to sky liao xD
Haha~~ That mean mummy welcome me to visit and find dear again le ^.^
Dear~ I promise you what thing that i have say with you and i love you for3v3r~~
Muackzzz~~~
Love you my baOb3i "Celine Liyee "

3 November 2010 Midnight

Today me feel very happy coz i get my Bm Result !!!
When the lectural say got 1 ppl fail in this paper, i feel very excited and scare tat ppl is me!!! T___T
Coz i dunno can pass this paper or not and my Bm also very laousy~
When lectural ask me go and c my mark, i wAs very Excited!!
Because i get 47/50
Omg!!! I cant belive it and lectural say "well done, u write the point that i want !"
Waseh!! When i get the mark i feel very happy and like a stone drop in to sea, haha xD
And i also very miss my dear ''Liyee ''
Still got few day cant meet you already~ Thx my ba0bei dear always support me *wink*
Today write until here le ,miss u my dear and tomorow will be the best ^^v

2 November 2010

Today morning juz like the same day, wake up on 8.00am.
Sometime think like this, issit every people have thier own best fren??
Why i din have??
I try to think many ways get my answer, still cant get the it!!!
Every time when i close to them, i cant join their topic, and sometime dislike their attitude like this...
Haiz~ dear say don bother what they do and what they say, juz do myself ok jor~
Later still got 2 test, feel so tired but because of my dear i want to be more hardwork!!!
Gambateh for myself!!!!!!